Oh fuck. I’m afraid to look at this blog, afraid to look at the comments, and sort of afraid to write anything new. I think my last post was about starting a new relationship, and I don’t regret what I did. But it’s over, and a number of things about it are really bothering me, and…I’m glad this blog is still here and I remember my name and password and all and maybe I’ll start with writing about big sociopolitical issues and whatnot instead of my personal life. Because even if this is pseudonymous (hey, I spelled it right on the first try!) I still don’t want to say anything about other people I know that could ever upset them.
So, we’ll see if I end up writing here, and actually make an effort to PROMOTE this blog and link to others and all that. It’s fun to have an uncensored space like this but even so I have to hold back. I don’t want to write about my pathetic angst. I want to write political stuff, dammit! I want to write about the intriguing idea of being “sex-neutral,” a term I heard since my last post. I’ve really rethought the term “sex-positive,” although I’ll still defend it against simplistic charges that that means male-identified or totally pro-porn or whatever. I’m going to go Google “sex-neutral” right now. But I’m glad to be back. Coming soon: links, and commenting on other blogs, and all that stuff that might increase traffic here. No photos, though, sorry. I’ll need graphics of some kind.
Oh, and I do have a LibraryThing page for HazelJ or is it AlmostTouching? I don’t know, I lost the password, but there’s a big ol’ list of sex books on there somewhere…
